*typical return to livejournal message*

I work at IKEA in the self serve department which ironic because no customer seems to be able to serve themselves.

I canceled my account for World of Warcraft recently. I honestly didn't want any kind of distractions in this crunch time for my nuclear medicine program.

Which by the way I may/may not barely squeak by to the next semester because of how poorly I performed in the beginning of the semester. I do attribute this to the game and have decided to suspend play indefinitely to try and get my crap together. I may play again one day when things are more stable. It was good fun while it lasted, but some things are just more important.
It is so overwhelming knowing how much better I need to perform on this next test coming up and on my finals. I NEED to get the highest A's possible.

I come home from a hard night at work and just want to be met with a big hug and kiss from my wife when I walk in the door, but I remember that I'm not married yet and she's God knows how many miles away. But for a split second before I turn the key to the backdoor I get a smile on my face and a warm feeling of my love for someone who isn't even there. The feeling is soon fleeting as I walk into a dark and lifeless kitchen/living room. This is probably the highest and lowest point of my day.